I felt so overwhelmed by the loneliness around me that I finally had the courage to accept that the person I had been looking up to all this time. The person I thought of as a father figure. The person I had been gradually declining myself to love. Not forgetting over the past seven years that person has never for once looked back - caring to see whether I was alive or dead and gone.
I felt myself torn and shattered. I composed a very hateful message and sent him. I was hoping that he would not reply. As over the years he had never responded to my pleadings and begging.
On the contrary I was quite shocked when he mocked at me. The recent fallout with my best friend and the fact that he turned out to be traitor was too much to bear. Ending of the friendship wasn't as much as of a heart break as of learning that the person I thought would never ever betray me sides with the person whom he saved me from seven years ago.
The lines 'I know what you did to (the person who ended friendship with me) I felt as though I have been stabbed in the back and cut into many pieces.
I was torn, broken and shattered. I felt immense rage. One that I have never ever experienced in my life. I never went public with all his weaknesses let alone could never have dreamt of siding with the 'enemy' of my friend and yet he did the same.
I always thought of my friend as someone who would, given enough time would understand and realize that things got bad without any fault from either of us. But now the facts that I have unearthed owing to his betrayal and him going public with blaming me and accusing me of stuff that I was never even a part of has torn a rift that can never be repaired.
This act of treason is unforgivable in my dominion.
I felt myself torn and shattered. I composed a very hateful message and sent him. I was hoping that he would not reply. As over the years he had never responded to my pleadings and begging.
On the contrary I was quite shocked when he mocked at me. The recent fallout with my best friend and the fact that he turned out to be traitor was too much to bear. Ending of the friendship wasn't as much as of a heart break as of learning that the person I thought would never ever betray me sides with the person whom he saved me from seven years ago.
The lines 'I know what you did to (the person who ended friendship with me) I felt as though I have been stabbed in the back and cut into many pieces.
I was torn, broken and shattered. I felt immense rage. One that I have never ever experienced in my life. I never went public with all his weaknesses let alone could never have dreamt of siding with the 'enemy' of my friend and yet he did the same.
I always thought of my friend as someone who would, given enough time would understand and realize that things got bad without any fault from either of us. But now the facts that I have unearthed owing to his betrayal and him going public with blaming me and accusing me of stuff that I was never even a part of has torn a rift that can never be repaired.
This act of treason is unforgivable in my dominion.